Saturday, the best mother fucking day ever o_o;
Mood:  energetic
Now Playing: Im at SCTI, no music =(
This weekend was fucking awsome. Never before have I enjoyed a weekend quite like this. Friday night I had to work but it was alright due to the fact it went by relitively quickly. But Saturday was fucking awsome. We left Tylers house around 6 PM to drive up to Tampa. We kinda got lost for about a hour and a half but we go there at around 8 ish. Tho I never got my permision slip thing signed to be able to skate it was still fun. Me and Tyler filmed Shawn doing crazy shit as usual. We fucked around (Not literally) in the foam pit while Shawn attempted doing a backflip (With the board). Which he did accomplish and we have it on tape to prove it!

Around 10:30ish the park became very empty so me and Tyler started to free run. It was actual better than the normal shit we do at his house so I got a better likeing to the sport.

At 12, we started our ride home. And cause we got lost on the way to the skate park we ended up again getting lost on our way back. But this time ever worse. Thank god I fell asleep in the back of Shawns car cause I would of been mad being lost for another 2 hours. We finaly got back around 3 AM, by the time I got into the house and fell onto the couch I just crashed to sleep.

Sunday and Monday were just work days for me, but it was nice since I was working with Don. Don is probaly the only reason I still work at that mother fucking theater. Once he quits, I quit. I better start looking tho, cause him and I are both fed up with the co-workers and managers.

And so that was my sweet jesus weekend. There was alot more to it includeing alot of jokes, but I rather not get into detail with those. They were the kind that you had to be there to understand what made it so funny. Well right now SCTI is boreing as all hell. No one is here so I got nothing to do. Maybe i'll sleep a few, and afterwards I will go to stake and shake to get some good food. Peace.

For now until I post again
Mood:  energetic
http://www.microsoft.com/athome/security/children/kidtalk.mspx

Wtf was Bill Gates thinking when he made this shit? Seriously, I wana be paid for typeing up some random information that doesn't help anyone, ever.

Oh and as for my report card which I got...
Geometry A 92
English A 95
Networking B 85
American History B 88

Woohoo I am still maintaning my average. Now I got to apply for a college soon. I should study more on those SATs tho x.x March 3rd is comeing soon.

A better day, a better night
Mood:  bright
Now Playing: The Aquabats - Super Rad!
Today went ALOT better than the rest of the week, tho with a mistake I made, that'll forever effect my future. It was good.

School was easy and fun. I wasn't tired at all which felt good. On my way to first period I saw like everyone lol, which put me in a good mood. A movie about WW2 in Histoy, which I love WW2 so that was good. Gemoetry there was a sub, lol things just kept getting better. English me and Molly just ate and slept while the teacher put in some movie I think its "Driving Mrs. Daisy" wtf kinda shit is that? LOL. SCTI was fine, I actualy was forced to do work but it took me 30 minutes so it was ok. But then, at around 1:20 is where my life changing event began, and didn't end until about 5...

Thursday me and Jess (My ex), had planned to hangout as freind as always. She called me up asking me to pick her up at her eye appointment. But the appointment wasn't until 1:30 and she wanted me to get there directly from school, which made no sense cause I would get there when the appointment started. So I asked "Why don't I drive home get money and get gas since I am on "e" and then come pick you up?" She threw a fit and hung up on me about it. So after that little bit that made me feel like shit, I picked her up. We went and got money and went bowling for a hour. But for that whole hour all she did was bitch. "Im tired" "I hate this game" ect ect ect. I was getting tired of it..fast. Afterwards I convinced her to go see a movie at my theater. We got there and since the movie wasn't starting until 5, we sat in the car to talk for a while (It was around 4 when we got there.) So were talking and what not and she mentions something about her birthday. She said how she wanted to hangout the night before her birthday because the five days afterwards she'll be in hawaii with her mom, and Lex...yea I didn't feel to happy hearing that, odviously! But she thought it was fine to tell me. I asked her if we could go to the movie now cause I didn't wana sit in the car anymore. She flipped when she found out I was hurt by the whole hawaii thing and told me to go watch the movie alone, and that she was going to sleep in the car.

At this point, my anger level is through the roof. The way she treats me is just, unbelieveable. But I try to keep my cool.

I get out of the car, and sit to think. I thought if I asked nicely if we can see the movie she'll come. Yea right. I asked "Jess can we please go see the movie? This is one of my old days off and I don't wana waist if argueing over nothing." She told me off saying "No, just take me home....". And so I did what she said. The whole ride she acted as if nothing was wrong. Tring to start a conversation, make me laugh, everything. I wouldn't budge I was pissed as all hell. I took her home around 5. When I was driving away I called her. "Jess, Never call me again. I don't deserve to be treated like this. Goodbye"

So I hope that ends that. I really don't need to be treated like that. I deserver much better than that. I hope I get that too. This whole thing was a learning experience. Now I know when girls are just playing games with me emotions. Last time I trust so easy, someone with something so precious to me, my heart.

As for the rest of the night, I drove home told my dad what had happened, asked to go to Josh's house with him and Shawn, and I did. It was fun there for the 2 hours I chilled there. We listened to music, talked about the skate park plans, and other stuff. I came home around 7:15ish and been sitting here since. I am fine now, sure I am still hurt by the whole Ex bullshit but by tommorrow I will be over it and on with my life. Its damn about time I left her compleatly (freindship wise).

Just a bad night I guess
Mood:  not sure
Now Playing: Incubus - Mexico
I got off from work about a hour ago. I had a really rough time at work cause nothing was working out well. I made alot of mistakes, so many messes I caused my self more work to do. Even got yelled at by my manager for letting kids into Hide and Seek. But thats work I guess right? Everyone has their bad days. As for the next weekend, I am working Friday night, Sunday night, and Monday 2-8. I will try to work things around it tho. I dunno I think things will have its way of working out with that. I need the money so I can't complain lol.

Yesterday was just as if'y. School was the same old thing. After school I went home and did my laundry, and cleaned up the house with my mom. Went over to Tylers around 4, but he was sick so I talked for a few and left lol. Came home and tried to have dinner before my Traffic School Course, but that never worked out. Big let down, so I went to Arbys and got some roast beef thing for dinner. Traffic School was just as I thought it would be. Just bullshit about how to be a better driver, nothing I haven't known before hand. Came home and slept after that.

Eh maybe I am looking at the negitives alot, but I wish something would get me out of this mood. I mean, do I really deserve to feel this way? Cause I don't think I do.

Its been a while...so I will post about the past few days
Mood:  blue
Now Playing: Lamb of God - Boot Scraper
The few days have been rangeing from fun to extreamly depressing x.x

Today, being Valentines day, sucked balls to the point of no return of the balls. I seriously hated it, I felt like a nigger being segragated. It wasn't even funny. No one said anything to me about valentines, I got jack shit of any bit of candy possible. I feel so damn alone right now. All I want is for someone to crawl into my bed tonight and make me feel loved, cause its what I need most right now x.x

As for Friday, and Saturday, just worked those days nothing new. Sunday however was quite fun! It felt like old times again. Chilling with Anthony, Adam, Amanda, and Scott. I drove down to Annes helped them back up Johns van to ship her stuff to the new house. Went all the way to her new house with Anothney. We got lost so it took us a HOUR to get there lmao. Then whe we got there we had to drive back. Takeing with me everyone, lol funniest shit ever.

Before we left, we lit off a firework right outside the new house before we left. We scared the shit out of Anne and Amp, but they were quite mad. But oh well life goes on.

Anyway back to the car ride me and Adam are jamming out to some Ska bands lol The Aquabats - Tiny Pants. Best song ever lol. Got to Annes chilled there for a few, I saw Jacki! Omg I haven't seen her in 2 years. Tho it was only for like 5 minutes, it was awsome lol. Were going to try to chill later on in the week.

I called Shawn after everyone at Annes left aside from Anthony who skipped his church bullshit to chill with me. And he came back we decided to go to Tylers and chill there. We went out to the free running course, and did that for a few. Came bad got some food and talked about random shit for a hour or so. Then we went to go watch videos of us doing crazy shit like lighing our feet on fire and exploding things with pipe bombs (Yes I am a fucking pyro). After that I took Anthoney home, and chilled at home my self for the night.

That was then, and this is now. I guess I gotta take the bad with the good. Tommorrow will be better I am sure. I will make the best of it since tonight was horrible. I am a determined person.

Eh I wish today wasn't my day off from work....
Mood:  chillin'
Now Playing: Foo Fighters - Auroa
Today didn't go how I thought it would, but eh thats ok. There is always tommorrow. School was the normal. SCTI we finaly got the network wroking for Red Alert 2 so we played that. We also all plan to bring our PCs to school tommorrow so we can have fun with other games that the schools computers can't handle.

After school was just a huge let down. I went down to Jess's house and picked up my shirt. That was a semi-mistake. She made me feel bad as if I did something wrong, so I just left after grabbin what I needed. I went down to Tylers house, but he wasn't home. Taryn nor Tyler would answer their cells so I just left and went to Annes house. She wasn't home but Amp was (Amp and Anne are Adams grandparens, their like family to me). So me and Amp spent like 2 hours talking about politics and why our goverment will never imporve and why politicians need to go fuck them selfs =D Good stuff.

I came home, my dad put on a steak for dinner, so I had some of that and peas. It was something. I dunno my appetite is gone lately but eh its ok. I dunno food is not whats been on my mind lately.

The only disappointment of the day was the fact is was my day off from work and I had no one to spend it with to have fun outside of my room/house x.x oh well. Tonight will be long and tiring but eh I need the cash =D. As for now I am going to take my PC apart, and get ready for tommorrow morning. Zzz g'night

Very interesting day.
Mood:  silly
Now Playing: Rage Against the Machine - Bulls on Parade
Today was a decent day surpriseingly. Very bright and shiney out. Just made me wana smile and be glad I am around to see all of this. School went the same, got all the things I needed too, caught up with all my extra work. Even found out I had a 95 in English for my progress report =D. SCTI came around, the normal stuff. My derogetory comments I make that just get Mark and Dana laughing. We searched MMORPGs today lol we found Zelda online but it didn't quite work. After we did a 5 person LAN of tribes. Pritty fun until our teacher told us to stop playing the game.

I really don't like him. I needed to go pay for the traffic class and he wouldn't let me leave early to do so. His excuse was cuase the head of his deparement told him NEVER to let a student out of class early. WTF is that shit? I had soemthing important to do. But w/e I will do it tommorrow.

As for work, its ok. I enjoy it more thats for sure. I am working 4 days this week. Thank god I work V-Day, better than mopeing around feeling lonely.

Tommorrows going to be a better day I am sure. I am going to stop by Jess's to pick up my shirt. Stop at Annes and plan to be there Sunday with them. Then head to Tylers and chill for the rest of the night until 7. So we'll see how that goes.

As for now I am going to hit the sack and enjoy my nights rest. Later